It sucks when you lose a person, of course it does, especially when it's so sudden and unexpected, the brain doesn't have time to process the news properly before the heart is broken and you're hit with this intense sadness and compulsive need to know the reasons why. Why them? Why you? But the reason is life. It happens, it ends. There's nothing you can do to change that.
It doesn't even have to be a person you know well... it can still break you. I cried for two hours after Penny Valentine was crushed by a train on Holby City. Sat in front of my TV with my mouth wide open for at least 20 minutes after the credits rolled, totally in shock.
I found in the past few weeks that it really helps to find other people who are in your situation, talk to them, follow them on Tumblr ;), it really helps to know that there are people out there who feel exactly the same as you do, and are looking for the same answers, waiting for the same crappy emotions to go away.
Oh, Emma Catherwood, why oh why did you have to leave Holby? Now you're gone, Amy Pond Emma from Glee is the new prettiest ginger on TV...
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| R.I.P Elisabeth Sladen aka Sarah Jane Smith. xxxxxxx |
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